I’m Not My Protagonist by Melodie Campbell



A smart talking mob goddaughter who doesn’t want to be one. A bumbling mob family that never gets it right!

 Strange things keep happening in Steeltown.  A body shows up in the trunk of Gina’s car.  Another is mistakenly shipped to Nico’s new store.  And what about that stack of coffins that appear to have fallen off a truck?  When everything points to Mad Magda and the Last Chance Club from the Holy Cannoli Retirement home, Gina is determined to get to the bottom of it.  But she’ll have to act fast, because the police are right behind her.

In today’s blog, Melodie talks about her writing and reveals her innermost secrets. Just don`t tell anyone what they are…

Melodie Campbell

Melodie Campbell

I’m Not My Protagonist! Oh, wait a minute…

My college “Crafting a Novel” students often hear me say, “You can’t make every character sound like yourself.” And it’s true.  Most beginning novelists (at least the ones in my class) write themselves into their books.  The star of the book – the protagonist – sounds and looks an awful lot like the writer.  Has the same likes, dislikes, and insecurities.  But is, of course, more heroic.


In fact, we come slamming up against the famous saying, “Write what you know.” And some know themselves pretty well. (Others, not at all, but I digress…)

A protagonist who is a barely veiled, idealist version of yourself? We’ll allow you that for your first book.  But if an author persists in writing the same protagonist over and over again, in every book and series they write, things get pretty stale.

So that prompted me to look at my own series to see what I had done. Ten books in now, I held my breath.

The Character I wish I was:

51RLt9Z1+5L__SX327_BO1,204,203,200_I started the Land’s End fantasy trilogy when I was dearly in need of escape. My mother was dying.  I remember looking at her hospital bedroom wall, and thinking: if I could walk through that wall into another world right now, I would.  That’s how the first of the series, Rowena Through the Wall, came about.  I started writing it in the hospital.

Rowena isn’t me. She is the ‘me I wish I was,’ at least at that difficult time.  I wrote the character I wanted to be.  She’s prettier than me, more generous than I am, and in the end, more courageous.  I was dealing with the issue of courage at that time.  Courage to face what was coming and what was inevitable.  I wonder how many readers of that series would nod their heads, hearing me say that now?

The ‘Me’ my Mother Wanted Me to Be:

imagesNext I grabbed A Purse to Die For off my shelves. This book is in a different genre – it’s amateur detective, or classic mystery.  The second book in the series, A Killer Necklace, has just come out.

The protagonist is a fashion diva – a television personality from the Weather Network. She’s drop-dead pretty, and always put together.

41KYdKTrX8L__SX331_BO1,204,203,200_I am not. Spending more than ten minutes on my long hair is an impossible chore for me.  You won’t find high heels in my closet.  I like clothes, but am not a slave to fashion.

But my mother was. My mother was a fashion diva until the day she died.  We’re pretty sure she was the longest subscriber to Vogue magazine, ever.  Mom dressed me in designer clothes all my childhood.  She was delighted when I did a little modeling, as a young woman.

I never quite came up to her standard of fashionista though. “Put on some lipstick,” she would say.  “You look like a ghost!”

Looking at the series now, I can see that the main character is the ‘me my mother wanted me to be.’ It was, in a way, my tribute to her.  Wish she could have been here when the first book was published.

The Closest I get to Me:

Mesdames Melodie GoddaughterSo where am I in all my books? That’s easy. I’m The Goddaughter. In this wacky crime caper series, the protagonist is a mob goddaughter, who doesn’t want to be one.

I’m half Sicilian. I had a Sicilian godfather.  I had to wait until certain people died in the family before the first book could be published.

In Gina Gallo, the ambivalence is there. ‘You’re supposed to love and support your family…but what if your family is this one?”  Gina says this throughout the series.  Those words came directly from my mouth.

This book is meant to be laugh out loud funny. I let loose with my own wit, and shook off the inhibitions.  Not that I’m very inhibited normally.  But in The Goddaughter series, you get the real me.  Not idealized.  Not always upstanding.  Sometimes just looking for a way out of a real mess, possibly of my own creation.  But kind of fun to be with, I think.

So that brings us back to the beginning. One of the delightful things about being an author is allowing yourself to ‘become’ a character other than yourself, as you write.  Fitting yourself into their skin, so to speak.  As you write more, this becomes more fun, and more of a goal.  I LOVE putting myself into the mind of a killer in a short story, if only for a little while.  It’s a kick to ‘pretend’ to be someone else, by writing their story.

Let’s be honest: who needs drugs, if you’re an author? THIS is the ultimate escape.


And now for an Invitation You Can’t Refuse!

On Thursday, April 28th, Mme. Melodie Campbell, the Mesdames Queen of Comedy, will launch her latest novel, The Goddaughter Caper.

Come to the Ancaster Public Library Library, 300 Wilson St. East in Ancaster and be there on time, 7:00 p.m. Wear  costumes, if you know what`s good for you. Fedoras are optional but there will be prizes for the best mob costumes.

Proceeds will go to the Hamilton Literacy Council so bring cash–lots of it.



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